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Posted on August 2, 2009 at 02:30 AM.

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I'm at my wits' end right now. I'm seriously closer to my breaking point than I ever have been at any moment of my life. It's just a culmination of things that have decided to occur at the same time to make me want to go ape**** and break everything around me.

Just out of curiosity me and my one friend drive by our friend's house to see what he was doing because his parents weren't home. We were joking about it, saying he was probably getting drunk by himself because he does that a lot. Lo and behold, we see nearly all of our friend's cars parked out front...it's a complete slap in the face. I text him a sarcastic "thanks for inviting me" and don't get a straight answer back, what else is new. I basically got rid of my best friend because they hated her and said I'd be better off without her. I figured this way I'd actually get invited to everything and they'd stop treating me like garbage, but no. So basically I lost the most important friend I've ever had and now have nobody. I've been so angry about it the whole night and just wanted to talk to someone about it, but I don't have anyone to go to anymore because Jordan wants nothing to do with me, so I'm stuck keeping all of this inside, and it's to the point where enough is enough. I don't know what to do. I miss her, I miss not having real friends who include me in everything, I just want a normal life with normal friends who don't ditch you, someone you can turn to when you feel like snapping. I'm alone as hell right now.

Comments

# 1 TheUndisputedKingLBJ @ Aug 2

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# 2 Slymm @ Aug 2

Dude, I don't usually comment on much on OS but have read this and your other Blog posts. I think you really need to just cut these "friend's" out of your life and start from scratch. Your other boy who didn't get invited either to the party should be cool to hang out with, so you have at least one guy to roll with. If your old girl wants nothing to do with you, don't dwell on that and move on, if these jerk *** friends don't want anything to do with you...screw them and cut them out too. Let me know how everything goes.

# 3 WatsonTiger @ Aug 2

you need new friends broski

# 4 shmity72 @ Aug 2

turn to JESUS...and go drink some juice.

# 5 RAZRr1275 @ Aug 4

just cut ties with them and start over. they obviously aren't friends. And if you cut ties with the girl because of them then cut them and tell her that you've cut ties with them.