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Time for an update

Posted on December 31, 2008 at 02:41 PM.

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Only 6 days left of Christmas Break. I wish it were less. Not that I haven't enjoyed the free time and extra sleep, but I'm ready for the break to be over, for several reasons.

First, this coming semester's going to leave me with a lot of **** to do. I'm never going to be bored.

Second, new season of Scrubs starts on Tuesday. 'Nuff said.

Third, and probably most important, she gets back into town on the 4th. I haven't seen her since the morning of the 21st. By the time the 4th gets here, it'll have been 14 days since I've seen her.

Despite Tampa Bay being out of the playoffs, I am looking forward to Sunday. For a few reasons, she's 'turned her phone off'. Now, what that means is she isn't going to be talking to anyone but family when necessary. So as of last night, I'm not going to talk to her until the morning of the 4th. And then, she's going to call me, not the other way around. Needless to say, I'm anxious for that morning to get here and also I'm nervous because she may not call(pessimistic I know).

I trust that she'll call, since she said she was 10,000% sure she would. So that begs the question, why is she doing this? Well, I've got 2 theories and its a combo of both in my opinion.

One, she's ready to come home. Her family is getting on her nerves, mainly her mom, and her dad did something to piss her off. She told me not to worry about it so I let it go. But I know her pretty well by now, and whatever he did is bothering her. We were on the phone and I wasn't going to drag it out of her on the phone so I let it slide. Now for the 2nd part of the theory..

If I do go these next 4 days without texting/calling her, then that shows that I trust her when she tells me something. I mean its not like we talk alot during the day right now. Its small talk in the morning and small talk in the evening. So its not a huge deal that she doesn't want to talk until she gets back into town. I can understand how she wants to see if I trust her. Trust is huge in relationships. If you have trust issues with someone, the relationship is destined to fail in an epic fashion.

For the most part, I do trust that she'll call me as she's leaving Connecticut that morning. And who knows..if I do pass this 'test', it may be the thing that takes our relationship to the next level. Which would be great.

So we'll just have to wait and see what happens on the 4th. Luckily, I have things to do between now and then to keep me from thinking about it too much.