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Monday, February 2, 2009
But anyway...the last CD I burned..
1. The Dream- Nikki
2. The Dream- Rockin' That S***
3. The Dream- Falsetto
4. The Dream- I Luv Your Girl
5. The Dream- She Needs My Love
6. The Dream- Purple Kisses
7. The Dream- Mama
8. NeYo- Part of the List
9. NeYo- Sexy Love
10. NeYo- Time
11. NeYo- She Got Her Own
12. NeYo- Make It Work
13. NeYo- Go On Girl
14. NeYo- Mad
:New month has started. And I'm thinking Alabama is going to kick it off right with a ridiculous recruiting class on Wednesday.
:While going to the bars on Friday, me and my friends passed by a wine bar. I didn't know it existed, but it was there. We stoppped at the door and noticed 2 incredibly attractive girls behind the bar and 2 MILF's in the place as well. Me and one of my friends went after the 2..bartenders I guess you could call them. Stayed at the place for 2 hours. It was ridiculous. 2 hours drinking wine. I was hammered when I left there(which turned into a Waffle House trip at 3 AM). Anyway, the 2 girls invited us to come to the wine tasting this coming Thursday. Definitely going to that to continue working on those two.
:I shoot my first package this week for my broadcasting class. Should be interesting.
:May have made a bad..or good..decision last Thursday. Was at one of my fraternity's parties and I called my ex from a year ago. Got her over to the house and within the hour we had left and gone to her place to burn off some calories. For the duration of my fall semester of 2007, me and her were f*** buddies. It was awesome. Eventually it ended because she wanted more than sex and friendship. We'll see how this goes this time. Hopefully she can do the sex thing and not fall for me again. Because I'm not going anywhere near a relationship with anyone for awhile.
:College baseball is starting up soon. Good stuff.
:Breaking Benjamin needs to hurry the hell up and finish their new album.
:If you read this blog..leave a comment. Or else I'll send Acid after you and he'll bombard you with soccer balls to the face.
Monday, January 12, 2009
January sucks. Easily the worst month of the year. Its the coldest in terms of daily temps for my region. About 25 of the days in January are cloudy and bleak. Hard to be in a good mood when its always cloudy, cold, and raining. Not to mention football is over and baseball hasn't started. I don't really care about Alabama basketball right now since we have a lame duck as a head coach.
I need to decide what to do with my Jeep. Do I want to purchase some husky liner floor mats, buy a garmin for it, or re-do the 2 front seats? I'm leaning towards the GPS. One, it looks cool. And two, its very practical since I'll be on the road a lot once I graduate college later this year.
The weekend was semi-successful. I got some strange one night but the **** buddy potential was ruined when my ex sent me a drunk text message. I didn't reply, but the content in the text was enough to make the girl peace out pretty quickly. So really it didn't help that much. Hell it may have made things worse.
The worst part of the weekend occurred today. One of my friends' girlfriend, who has also become one of my good friends this year, stopped by the house today while some of us were playing pool. I was just chilling on the couch and she looked at me said "Alex you look really tired, you need to wake up". One of my fraternity brothers commented and said I'd looked tired for the past week or so. Then it hit me that I'm depressed. I got to thinking that lately I've been wanting to sleep alot, haven't had much of an appetite, haven't been in a good mood, and even at the parties I've gone to I haven't really been social. I've just sat there and blended in which isn't something I generally do.
This week/weekend seriously needs to bring some good luck into my life. Lately I've been having pretty ****ty luck. Like watching both of my football teams self-destruct in a span of one month. Or losing my part-time job putting me back in the situation of having to get all of my money from my parents. I hate asking my parents for beer money. I also liked being able to pay for the modifications to my Jeep by myself. Makes it that much better when they're done. Then there's the whole getting my heart broken deal. So yeah, I definitely need some good fortune.
I think when you meet someone who isn't right for you, you fall for them quicker. Is that not ****ed up? I've done this twice now. I ignored every red flag and got in way too deep and the end result, which most people except myself saw coming, was me getting crushed in the end. I still miss the hell out of her. And I know I shouldn't. I shouldn't have been with her in the first place. As far as her approach and thoughts on dating we were two completely different people. The worst part about the whole thing is I know she had strong feelings for me. Which is why she ended it the way she did. Its also why we're not even speaking to eachother anymore. We both know if we hung out again, we'd get back together. It sucks. I want to see her so bad. It took all I had to not reply to that message.
At this point, I just wanna be happy again. I don't care how it happens either. I don't care if its due to grades, sports teams success, getting a new girlfriend or just all of a sudden one day I'm happy again. Doesn't matter to me. I just want to be ****ing happy again. Maybe Alabama will get the #1 recruiting class on Rivals again. That would probably get me out of this lull. Too bad that's almost a month away. I don't want to be in this damn mood for another 4 weeks.
On the music front though, I finally broke down and bought Black Stone Cherry's most recent album this past week. Great financial decision. Its a quality album that will be in my rotation for quite some time. Not to mention there's a song on there called "Please Come In" that I can relate to pretty well. But the whole album is filled with great songs. BSC is quickly becoming one of my favorite bands and might even be in the top 5 with Breaking Benjamin, Theory of a Deadman, Shinedown, and The Wallflowers.
Anyway, peace out. Leave comments, advice, criticism or whatever. Input is always welcomed.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
First, this coming semester's going to leave me with a lot of **** to do. I'm never going to be bored.
Second, new season of Scrubs starts on Tuesday. 'Nuff said.
Third, and probably most important, she gets back into town on the 4th. I haven't seen her since the morning of the 21st. By the time the 4th gets here, it'll have been 14 days since I've seen her.
Despite Tampa Bay being out of the playoffs, I am looking forward to Sunday. For a few reasons, she's 'turned her phone off'. Now, what that means is she isn't going to be talking to anyone but family when necessary. So as of last night, I'm not going to talk to her until the morning of the 4th. And then, she's going to call me, not the other way around. Needless to say, I'm anxious for that morning to get here and also I'm nervous because she may not call(pessimistic I know).
I trust that she'll call, since she said she was 10,000% sure she would. So that begs the question, why is she doing this? Well, I've got 2 theories and its a combo of both in my opinion.
One, she's ready to come home. Her family is getting on her nerves, mainly her mom, and her dad did something to piss her off. She told me not to worry about it so I let it go. But I know her pretty well by now, and whatever he did is bothering her. We were on the phone and I wasn't going to drag it out of her on the phone so I let it slide. Now for the 2nd part of the theory..
If I do go these next 4 days without texting/calling her, then that shows that I trust her when she tells me something. I mean its not like we talk alot during the day right now. Its small talk in the morning and small talk in the evening. So its not a huge deal that she doesn't want to talk until she gets back into town. I can understand how she wants to see if I trust her. Trust is huge in relationships. If you have trust issues with someone, the relationship is destined to fail in an epic fashion.
For the most part, I do trust that she'll call me as she's leaving Connecticut that morning. And who knows..if I do pass this 'test', it may be the thing that takes our relationship to the next level. Which would be great.
So we'll just have to wait and see what happens on the 4th. Luckily, I have things to do between now and then to keep me from thinking about it too much.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
-Only two more weeks left in the semester. My Christmas Break starts at noon on December 11th. Where did this semester go? I've done a lot and seen a lot but it feels like it all happened in the course of a month. Honestly, I don't even remember September.
-Tomorrow night is my fraternity's Christmas Cocktail. I haven't decided if we're staying the entire time or not. I kinda want to ditch the bar at around 11:30 and come back to my place. But date parties are fun as hell when you have a girlfriend. And this is the last time I'll ever go to a Christmas Cocktail.
-If Alabama makes the national title game, I'll be there. Me and my friend have 2 tickets locked up if Bama makes it. My parents agreed to fund the trip(hotel, flight, ticket money, spending money) as my main Christmas present should I wish to go.
-On the flip side, if Alabama doesn't go, I get to upgrade my home theater system(blu-ray player, new receiver with HDMI and all that jazz, and a new subwoofer) for Christmas.
An Alabama national title game appearance is more important...right?
Hell Yes.
Monday, November 24, 2008
I get home and have one of those oh s*** moments and I call her. No answer. Normally, this wouldn't be that big of a deal. But here's the kicker, she's leaving for Thanksgiving break in the morning. So her not talking to me for one day would turn into 5 days. Which could basically end things and if you've kept up with my random posts in the Off Topic thread, that would suck immensely.
So I fall asleep for about 2 hours...wake up and its 7 AM. I send her a message and she finally replies. I apologize, even though she was being a bitch, and everything's good.
So now its pretty much time for Thanksgiving break. And I get a phone call from my parents telling me that we're not going to my mom's side of the family on turkey day. What a buzz kill. First Thanksgiving ever staying at home.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I've probably seen every episode atleast 8 times. And its amazing that almost none of my friends watch this show very much. I'm trying to get this girl I'm dating hooked on it. So far she's seen 2 episodes. What got me hooked was a mini marathon on Comedy Central. Just need to get her to watch one of those...
Monday, November 10, 2008
UA's scheduling this year sucks. We have Thanksgiving Break, Dead Week, and Finals Week in back-to-back-to-back weeks. The SEC Title Game falls on the Saturday before Finals Week(which is the biggest study weekend of the year). That means no weekend in Atlanta. Leaving Friday afternoon for sure but might have to come back after the game which would suck if Alabama wins.
Oh well..
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